Out of Commission

today i was royally sick...and well...it royally sucked butt.

and to make matters worse my hearing is still fucked up! it usually clears up after a bought of vertigo and no such luck this time. maybe by morning....

speaking of morning i think i'm going to go crawl back into bed.

night!

oh - but while on the topic of sickness - i remembered to sign up for health insurance!!!! wahoo! aren't ya'll just so proud? :)

Come Again?

my ear is really acting up today - has been for the past 3 weeks or so.

usually when it acts up like this i'll get a case of vertigo and then my ear will clear up. so far i haven't got the vertigo - which i'm not complaining about. it's the worst feeling ever! but part of me wishes it would come and work itself out. not on the weekend though - it always happens on the weekends!

anyhow - the doctors told me there was a chance i'd end up losing my hearing in my left ear and for the first time i'm actually scared it might happen. i woke up this morning laying on my right side and was unable to hear anything - except that constant 'white noise' (think of a shell being pressed against your ear and hearing nothing but waves and the ocean - but not peaceful - annoying!) that comes along with the ear thing. i asked chris to say something and i could hear him but not the individual words he was speaking. it even bothers me to hear my own voice - it just reverberates SO loudly in my ear. it's hard to explain. try cupping your hand over your ear and talking really loudly - it's sort of like that but worse.

ack.

anyhow - that's my complaint for the day. sucky suck suck suck.......

(at least the envelope stuffing has come to an end! wahoo!)

Mine Ears!

miniere's disease sucks ass....

i don't know why but my ears have been acting up the past few weeks and today it's worse. i feel like i'm on the verge of getting vertigo and if you've ever had it you know there is nothing worse. i'd rather have the flue and strep throat and my period...anything but vertigo.

so hopefully it'll go away. or at worst - i'll actually get sick and then it will clear up again for a few months :)


ish...

Mother Superior jumped the gun...

it's so quite at work on friday afternoons.....

it wouldn't be so bad except that a computer in the equipment room around the corner has something wrong with it and keeps beeping.

beep.

beep.

beep.

beep.

beep.

beep.

beep.

beep.

beep.

beep.

it's like chinese water torture after awhile. not to mention that it's beeping on my left side - the side that i have that damned ear disease on - which just happens to be acting up at the moment. ARRRRRGGGGGHHH!

i've made numerous calls to try and get someone over here to fix it but to no avail. i hate being a pest about it but it's driving me insane.......

anywho....

hopefully i can survive the next 2.5 hours! then i'm heading straight up to duluth. hopefully i'll make it in time to have some dinner before my mom and i (and hopefully carrie and sarah) go to see 'Across the Universe'! i'm so excited to take her to this as we are both huge Beatles nerds!

hmph - the word 'hopefully' appears three times right under one another (or at least it does in this draft)

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh - FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND CHRIST AND MOTHER MARY MAKE THAT BEEPING STOP!!!!!

i'm going to make yet another call and attempt to read.

my ears are going to start bleeding soon....